You know?  Being married is difficult at times…no matter how old or young you are.  My husband and I don’t argue too much, but we do get very frustrated with one another.  He is very dependent on people being around him, especially me; I on the other hand am not reliant on having others around me at all.  As a matter of fact, I usually do better in all aspects of my life when alone.  Perhaps this has something to do with me growing up as the only child.  I just know that I am content with myself. 

Now don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to be alone 24/7 and 365 days a year.  I would go nuts without my son, and don’t want to go a day without seeing him.  As for “husbands”, quite honestly I’d be okay with every other weekend or something…or when we have plans to do something together or as a family. 

My grandmother told me a while back that my great aunt has a “special friend” that she has been seeing for quite some time.  (your never too old!!)  I guess they do things together when they want to, and the rest of the time she is in control of her own life and her own feelings.  My grandmother doesn’t exactly approve of this.  I immediately thought that it sounded like a pretty nice arrangement.  My great aunt always does seem happy, and she certainly travels a lot…some times with her “friend”.

Now that I’ve said all of this, I need to express that I love my husband very much, I just don’t always like him.  I don’t want anything bad to ever happen to him, I was just expressing how some people need other people far more than others.  Different strokes for different folks I guess.

To your continued success;

Diva B

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